THIS GUY DEATH HAS BEEN WITH ME EVER SINCE I WAS A KID,&,ITS DURING THESE TIMES THAT I FALL,RELAPSE,OR TRY TO ESCAPE LIFE IF ONLY FOR A FEW MINUTES!!!THE URGE TO USE HIT ME LIKE A PUNCH-& I BROKE OUT IN SWEATS,TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE BUT AT TIMES LIKE THESE WELL....OHYA OK WELL MY MOM IS IN HOSP & HER BRAIN TUMOR NAMED CHARLIE IS GROWING FASTER & FASTER EVERYDAY,MOM IS LOSING HERSELF TO "CHARLIE" THE CANCEROUS TUMOR THAT HAS BEEN GROWING FOR THE LAST 15 YRS,UNCHECKED.& SO NOW IT HAS COME DOWN TO A MATTER OF WEEKS,SHE DRIFTS OFF MORE N MORE EACH DAY,I AM WORRIED I DO NOT HAVE TIME LEFT TO DO MUCH,I LOST ,MY CAM-CORDER THAT HAD MY MOM SAYIN SHE LOVED US,(BOYS LEFT)& SHE IS PRETTY MUCH WORRIED ABOUT HOW WE WILL FARE AFTER SHE PASSES ON.SHE HAS REASON TO WORRY I GUESS.DEATH IS NEVER EASY FOR ANYONE.NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES IT HAPPENS.I GUESS IT ALL COMES DOWN TO CHOICE & CHOOSING...LEFT OR RIGHT?FRONT OR BACK?BLACK N WHITE.RATHER COLD BUT FREE WILL IS WHAT GOD GAVE HUMANITY-ITS TOO BAD WE SO VERY OFTEN CHOOSE THE EASY WAY-WE DONT GROW WHEN ITS NOT CHALLENGING.EXPAND YOUR HORIZENS FOLKS,BUT CHOOSE WISELY EH~
