just for today,canada admits it needs to do more!

 Well ,here it is 25 yrs after we found out there was such a thing as hiv-aids,canada is admitting that it needs to do more to help educate the public,and to help try and find a cure.well this is certainly good news,its been a long time in coming,instead of raising troop levels and buying all that military hardware ,5 billion,we coulc be useing that money to help feed the starving and helping out the poor!james joey gough,aug1/2006 

Canada must do more on hiv-aids

well it will not copy and paste again,so just know that they have said that they must do more on the war against hiv-aids 

canada must do more to fight aids

Fuck!onca again my copy and paste thing doesnt want to paste onto blogger,oh well ,so ,unfortunatly i cannot give you the whole rundown,suffice it too say that canada admits it must do more to fight hiv-aids in canada.Bout time eh folks? 

just for today

Nice out today but here i am inside,just watching the tuibe and typing away on this machine,I am looking for that special girl ,have i found her and just dont know it?zNOT i would know it ?i think ,wouldnt i?ya eh well anyways if i had her i lost herand i didnt even know her?have a good day folks ehsafe sex saves lives si save a life today!~~peace all! 

well it was a nice day

It was a nice day at athe beach and it was where we spent the afternoon for our group .Just watching the daily show on the comedy channel,good stuff these days with bush giving him lots ammo to fire away at him,he makes it so easy for comedians to make fun of him.Isreal is going too far attacking lebonon,in my opinion anyways ,its almost like they want to start a world war ,and i think they are succeeding!so keep yer heads low folks!peace all! 

just chillin at the beach!

 

Keep up the fight!

So ,this is Mark and myself at Access aids sudbury on his last day as a student placement.He also facilitated 2 support group meetings with us,so,while he will be missed,I am sure that there are replacements ready to jump in,maybe not into the suit,but ,thats only fer special occasions anyways i guess eh.well thats all fer now ,peace all! 

humour aigainst aids

Well i came across some cool sites in my search for more info or updates on the upcoming HIV-AIDS Conference 2006 ,for me i find all the available info alittle overwhelming to be honest,and to say the least!I can only imagine the money thats gonna be poured into provideing housing for 20000 HIV + peoples,and then theres food exc the logistics involved are akin to the army !I only hope we are as organised,and can accomplish any task given i am sure.I am, thinking of forwarding my idea so that it can be attained by somone somewheres as i am feeling kinda drained these days.my legs are getting worse,so it's not so easy to do my walks anymore .I am starting to try and plan my conference now and there's alot of stuff going on at the same time.This one i am concentrating on my presentation skills so my talks to kids will be more effective and understood better,who knows maybe it will stop some kids from catching hiv or maybe they will love themselves enough NOT to get infected in the first place! I know this will be a life changing event,i just hope it's all good,ya never know these days with all those terroists running around eh,too bad that most people don't realize that the biggest terrorist in the US is BUSH!and that the US and Isreali army regularly engage in terrorist tactics,20,000 Poz peoples makes a good target eh!jk but really i think this will be a good event and i am looking forwards to being there and meeting alot of new peoples!p;eace all! 

well this conf. seems to be getting better everyday!

Well HIV-AIDS 2006 International Conf. is gettin better ,as i just found out that there's gonna be some famous peoples playing at this event,alanis moriset i think is one of them,and pha's will be given tickets to attend this event.(pha's =person having hiv or aids)=20,000 peoples hiv+ so,i sure hope there is a few woman that will take a shine too me!I have been single for 2 years now and am gettin lonely.All i need in this life to make me happy and content is the love of a woman,but with hiv,this makes it alsmost impossable to date ,and meeting females is alot harder then you might think,so,there are days which i am happy that i was diagnosed with this,then there are days that suicidal thoughts seem to haunt my mind.I am straight for another day,woot!woot!i havent been eating lately as i have run outta marinol,and also have no weed left,so i just don't feel like eating at all.Well folks i pray that GOD keeps you all safe and happy eh!peace all!james joey gough,sudbury ont.can. 

single woman wanted!!!

Well i am a single male looking for a single female ,apply to jamesgsud@hotmail.com and can you please enclose a pic of yerself??have a nice day and hope to meet you asap!have a great summer eh!peace all!!!~~~~ 

Just for today,chalk anothe one up and now we are 10 months clean

I am sooooooo glad that i got outta the coke scene !If only i would have smartened up sooner !Well ,my dream of going across ontario and then canada with a group of HIV poz peoples,and hopefully we can get a motorhome or customized bus to travel in.I already have 2 other peoples on board so far,now all i need is 3 more HIV+ peoples and a motorhome!well have a great summer all ,peace all! 

testing POZ for HIV turned out to be the best thing for me

Strange but true,finding out i was positive for the hiv virus has been a blessing for me as it has or i have changed the wrekless behavour and am now clean .I try to eat healthier foods but budget is tight .I often walk downtown to get my methadone and to the clinic fer pee tests,or else take a bus if its too hot.I am usualy by myself,but occasionly my brother Gary &Lynn will drop by to do their laundry,take showers and just relax here as well.I have a friend named Jerry who drops in everyday ,he often repeats itself and can be trying for other peoples as he is schcitzophrenic and an addict as well ,drugs affect the disabled too,or the abuse of drugs by the indivdual can cause more harm for said person.Well today it's raining and grey out and i am not sure if i am going to go out for a stroll or just sitting in watching movies,hey maybe i'll take jerry's bike to the store to get a couple movies ,i think i have seen most of them already !So,i am alone and its times like this that i wish i had a girlfriend or wife or partner in life,to try and help me through the strife,the worst is over in my life,and now i am clean,and at peace so all i need now is the love from a woman(enter conference)I have found it almost Impossable to date cause i am POZ.It doesn't matter that i practice safe sex ,what girl would want to take that chance?no what i mean?so,i have been single for 2 years now and would like to find myself a wife and settledown to a nice peacefull life.Its alot different now as i do not have junkies hanging around my place all the time anymore just to keep me company as i have cut most of my ties to the coke and heroin dealers and havent done any in 11 months now,which is initself a miracle as to were i was 3 years ago.Thank GOD and his son Jesus Christ,for seeing me safe thus far,peace all!~~~~ 

being diagnosed HIV+ was the best thing to happen to me

Well i know that it sounds crazy,but its true,when i first found out i went deeper into drugs,untill i couldnt stand it no more and went and signed into de-tox,2 wks later i found out my ex won a mil,and my daughter had cancer.I went from being on a natural high,to deep depression in just minutes,i spent all that summer going from detox to the hospital and back again.Cory Horner died from cancer Aug.5/04 but my going to the hospital all the time kept me clean and off of the coke.I still and will allways miss her,she was my first born,i will meet her sooner or later i know,but for now i am enjoying the peace that comes from being drug free,I have done many talks to kids on safe sex and HIV,harm reduction,and drugs,And i hope that someone got something from it,as i would like to make a career outta this,what i would like to do is this,get 6 hiv + peoples and g0 around telling our stories to kids in schools,i am not sure why ,but i feel like we need a motor home to do this,so ,anyone have a spare one ? 

just for today

 

 

Red Ribbon Campaigne

This has got alot of coverage and the more the better eh!Help raise HIV-AIDS awarness,safe sex saves lives,so,save a life today!! 

just for today,I thank GOD and his son Jesus Christ

For all they have given me in this life,and for all i will have in the next!This is somone who is supposed to come and visit me.I am not sure if she can afford to fly here but anyways were just talkin now........stay tuned folks...lol....muahhahaahhahahaaaaaaaaaa!(malicious grin) 

HI ALL!

 

a higher power,known by many names........

 God,is he a living force?yes i think he is a living force,for it says that in the beginning God moved to amd fro upon the waters of the earth.so,if God is a living force ,that means that evel or the devil,is also a living force.its our choice to follow who we want too,and i for one would like to do God will,even though i dont know what it is at this time,i try to bless my food and to thank him for each day.I take one day at a time,usualy,as this HIV conf. has been going through my mind all the time.This is because with all the HIV females that will be there,true alot of them will be gay ,but morew and more straight folks are coming down with the virus.It is impossable to date or at least i have never been on one since i have ben pos=/01,anyways i hope that Jehova GOD blesses all those who need it ,with peace,happiness and love eh!~~PEACE~~ 

I am NOT DYING from aids,I AM LIVING WITH HIV!

 THERE IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE HERE FOLKS!DO i think about how it will be when its my turn to pass on?Yes! i am a human being just like everyone else,I have feelings and emotions,dreams and idea's,faith and hope,just like everyone else living on this planet!I have a virus that can only be passed blood to blood,so,if i am NOT sharing a needle and having unprotected sex with you,you have NOTHING to fear eh!safe sex saves lives,save a life today!A special thanks too mr.ELTON JOHN,who is to play for all the PHA's at our meet n greet,for the International HIV AIDS 2006 conference in toronto in august 11-18.So,this just keeps gettin better and better! 

this says it all eh

  

Another clean day

 Well today all i did was go to the grocery store with my bike.I like the ride there as it is all down hill and the dreaded return is all uphill with food!so it was really hot outside and we even made it up to 30c today i think,well my air-conditioner was the best thing i have invested in a long time.I thank-GOD and his son Jesus Christ who died for our sins,may the Holy Spirit bless all of you with peace,happiness and love,and remember safe sex saves lives ,so save a life today eh!~~peace !~~ 

just fer today

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just fer today//

  dont ya just hate when you copy sumpthin and it dont want to paste onto anything?grrrrrrrrrrr!lol,just got to laugh it off i guess eh!ort at least try to eh!well its tuesday and its 8just watching rick mercer report

Glad i'm clean!just for today anyway

 i have come along ways,but still have a little ways to go yet,i have 10 months clean time since my last relapse,and have to just take it one day at a time,i have to learn to live like its the last day,instead of ,just another day to get through.I am thank-full to my father in heaven,and his son ,who died for our sins,i leave it in their hands,and just try to live in happiness and peace.I am looking for love,well i am not out looking but ya know what i mean i think,lol,too bad if ya don't anyways,jk,watching the discovery ch. and they have some cool things on their show,so,its also educational as well as entertaining.well tomorrow is wed. and that means our HIV support group meets at 1:30 at Access Aids Sudbury,so,if you are pos and live in the sudbury area we welcome all.I am also looking for a way to get 5 or 6 hiv pos peoples together and tell their stories(caravan of hope) so,this is my big idea or plan and would love to see it come alive or develope into somthing cool.wonder of bill gates would donate a motor home to our cause?guess we'll have to wait and see folks,anyways have a great summer and remember that safe sex saves lives,so save a life today!