When i started getting flu like symptom's in 2001,i knew that along with night-sweats & rapid weight-loss,that i was poz.I went to get tested to prove to myself that i was right-which i was=i was "reactive"to the HIV anti-body test!At the time i was still useing coke,heroin & speed & i just went deeper into depression untill i hit bottom living on elgin st.I finally signed into detox wen 2 weeks later i would find out my oldestchild was facing death sooner then i woulld be!HPV-had not gone undetected but the Dr could not get in touch with my daughter so the cancer spread unchecked.Flash forward 4 yrs & this time it's my mom,brain tumor operation she had 15 yrs earlier hadn't been successfull after all,& it had spread untill it was so big that there was nothing that could be done.She has been dead 4 months now.Steven was the only benefactor in mom's death,recieving a paltry 7000.U C claude hadn't kept up the payments,so mom's life insurence was defaulted= 0.Guess she paid into it for along time & it turnes out the insurence co is the only one to gain as they dont have to pay nothing .This prob happens alot i am guessing.Gary is not speaking to me at all.Steven seem's cold & distant,he feels no guilt in what he did at all.I forgive him,after all i would have got a g,big deal.For the life of my mother?No,i dont want any blood money ,and now the plates that we were all supposed to get are still not being handed out.Guess Claude is drinking again,so,all in all,my mom would be very disapointed in each & everyone of us i think,ron not shaving or getting a hair cut,gary cutting his hair abit,not talkin to me,mike at the funeral parlar freakin out about dad.Then in the limo all hell almost broke out untill...at the last second i stepped in & got them to stop all the BS.All that was 4 months ago now,gary & i still havent talked & it doesnt look like thats going to change anytime soon.He has gone over to the Dark Side!She is a witch=wiccan ,not that i have anything against wiccan's as i believe all men R free to worship the deity of their own choice,but,the christian ,muslim faiths belive in Jesus as the Christ,as do i!PEACE N LOVE TO YOU ALL,& IF THERE R ANY SINGLE MOM'S THAT WOULD LIKE TO GET IN TOUCH,JUST CONTACT ME.hAVE A GREAT DAY EH FOLKS!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH PEOPLES~!!!!SAFE SEX WORKS GREAT~~!!!!
