being diagnosed HIV+ was the best thing to happen to me

Well i know that it sounds crazy,but its true,when i first found out i went deeper into drugs,untill i couldnt stand it no more and went and signed into de-tox,2 wks later i found out my ex won a mil,and my daughter had cancer.I went from being on a natural high,to deep depression in just minutes,i spent all that summer going from detox to the hospital and back again.Cory Horner died from cancer Aug.5/04 but my going to the hospital all the time kept me clean and off of the coke.I still and will allways miss her,she was my first born,i will meet her sooner or later i know,but for now i am enjoying the peace that comes from being drug free,I have done many talks to kids on safe sex and HIV,harm reduction,and drugs,And i hope that someone got something from it,as i would like to make a career outta this,what i would like to do is this,get 6 hiv + peoples and g0 around telling our stories to kids in schools,i am not sure why ,but i feel like we need a motor home to do this,so ,anyone have a spare one ?